Lots of Light Lately

As some may have noticed, I’ve been fiddling with minor details such as text-spacing, font-type, etc. I will continue to do so over the next.. well.. probably forever.. I like making improvements. In my travel section you’ll find a small collection of Paris photos which I hope will be enjoyable. I’ve given up on renaming my blog, the more I cruise the blogosphere.. the more clever titles I find, and the more annoying clever titles become. I’ll stick with my unclever title, which has served me well for more than three years.

This weekend was, symbolically, a graduation-celebration weekend. Lots of parties, although I think I only attended two. Still, it is a very uplifting thing to attend a graduation; the kind words exchanged, the meeting of the families, the praise, the hugs, the flowers, the skies-the-limit future plans… I recommend it to anyone. Just show up to a graduation, be it high school, university, or perhaps even kindergarden (though you might not be allowed to watch other people’s children). I suspect any of these will inspire, garunteed spirit picker-upper. That’s what it has been this weekend. Saying goodbye to the remaining few friends who graduated, making promises to keep in touch, meeting new students at the parties.

Ohhh the parties. Last night’s Greek Fest was another memorable one. Who else can cram a five-piece live band with DJ into their Center-of-Amsterdam apartment. I thought it quite funny to see the following written on the to-do list for the party: Tell neighbors about the party today HA! Classic. I can’t imagine their horror. But as of 7am this morning…. it was just barely dying down. Nonetheless, it was really nice to spend time with old friends, as well as making one or two crazy new ones. Even got to test a colleagues theory that you meet the most new people while waiting on the toilet line. It’s fairly true.

On one of the (3 or 4 over here!)public television stations today I noticed a program about the Dutch soldiers in Iraq. As much of an opponent I am of the war, I was very curious to see it. (i mean, whats done is done, they’re are there so…gotta deal with it) So this program, I thought it was super-interesting. It showed what the Dutch military is doing: training police, helping build infrastructure, and helping organize local government. I was particularly curious to hear the Dutch administrator explaining to people on the street how if they have a civic concern, they should speak to the city council or run for city counsel. Most of them were uninterested. The best response was one man complaining about water, he said “I went to the city council many times, they don’t listen to anyone.” This is a very telling statement, not only for Iraq… how often do we hear this same thing in “democractic” countries. In the end.. same problem… you might have some sort of democracy, but it doesn’t mean things work correctly. Anyway, a very compelling program.. especially for a sunday evening.

Today’s Music: Plastic Bertrand-Stop au Encore (Three Kings tune when they’re cruisin with the refugees)

Thin Red Life

“If I never meet you in this life, let me feel the lack.” It is especially hard to blog after having just watched The Thin Red Line. It is a movie that reads like a poem. A cruel yet magnificent poem. I think everytime I’ve watched this film, every line echos in my mind. “Who are you that I knew you? Walked with you?”

Looking up some reviews on the internet, I found the same generic synopsis

“A World War II tale which focuses on a squad of American troops battling against the Japanese during the hellish battle of Guadalcanal Island. Witt has gone AWOL and considers the contrast between the peace of the islanders and the chaos brought by war.”

How sad that such reviews miss so much. This is not a “war flick.” It’s a poem. A poem about madness, evil, and hatred…and asks whether or why these things lie so close to love and goodness.

As I watched this film, I remembered why I believe so strongly in peace. Why I don’t believe in war as a means to do anything. And what a tragedy wars have been and continue to be for the entire world. No matter if you think you won or lost, no one wins. Violence spawns violence…. and worse.. dispair, darkness, evil.

On the other hand… it reminded me of the beauty that lies beneath all this shit. I think this line “We were all a family once… what happenned that pulled us apart,” this line in particular reminds me of the world. Humans. We were all a family once. No politician or general will ever convince me otherwise.

To go out on a lighter note, new random picture of my melon on each visit. Oh, and I will be renaming the blog. I’m reflecting on some new titles. Let’s see what I come up with.

Today’s Music: Ben Harper – Diamonds on the inside

Risk… Yes We Do

Almost fully recovered from 4 days of Paris. The Thalys ride home was smooth and lovely, add to that the cutest little Spanish-Dutch children who mixed the language in such amazing ways: “Avolita, mira.. daar staat zo veel autos, mira tantos!” Something like that. I listened to the woman explain to another Spanish-Dutchman how she immigrated to the Netherlands years ago and her husband is Dutch. So great, hearing such stories. Here’s me later on in the Thalys journey



One thing that struck me, more than any other, is just how similar Paris is to New York. I’m not talking buildings or language.. I’m talking pace of life… those Parisians are in hyper-fast mode, not unlike New Yorkers. It is as diverse and cosmopolitan, and generally speaking.. it just has a NYC vibe for me. Obviously you might not find scenes such as this in NYC
then again… maybe you would.

Out of all the horrors in the world these days, my attention is particularly turned to Taiwan. As if the recent shooting of the president wasn’t violent enough, the bitter fights – literally- between politicians, is pathetic. What’s worse is this rediculous feud between China and Taiwan.. which threatens a moronic war-type climax. Talk about a cruel joke… two neighbors with common ancestors threatening to kill each other. Then again.. the same is applicable for most of the globe… so much violence between former and future friends.

Today’s Music: Dashboard Confessional: A Mark, A Brand….

Big Ben.. PArliament

We’re in the home stretch of my Parisien tour! After three full days of running round… Im feeling tired, but content. The city I haven’t seen in years now seems more approachable and familiar. The friends that I needed to see are gettin on swimmingly here in Paris.. it’s nothing short of a pleasure to see them. I should also add, there’s something quite inspiring.. to see your friends… young couples.. living their wishes and dreams together, here in Paris. Sure, I live in a city I love.. but to do that as a couple… that seems like a super-rewarding journey.. maybe one day I’ll live it.

Paris is so enormous…. this coming from a boy who grew up in the shadow of NYC. After almost two years of Amsterdam, I’ve become something less then a big-city kid… I look around and everything and maybe for a split second.. am I am in a bit of awe. Still… no problems. Thanks to my built-in sense of direction and care-free mis-use of maps and directions, I’ve found things I needed to find. Even managed to pick up some French military surplus pants… old soviet uniform items as well… these are things I’m into, what can I say? I taken many photos.. thanks to the wonders of digital.. I shall display them tomorrow evening. (one or two I mean)

I also managed to be here for the regional elections yesterday. Talk about a lesson in democracy… many parties.. many coalitions… and yes.. a good voter turn-out. The verdict… fairly mixed.. but overall.. the Socialist/Communist/Green coalition has made a comeback, and they look poised to take a majority of regions over the right/Extreme right. Sidenote: the extreme-right still had a strong showing… hooray for facist voters.

Back to Amsterdamage!

Today’s Music: Barbara (her songs are gettin lots of play in Paris)

Stole my heart.. that South Africa…

Sad news this morning from V in South Africa… she was so upset… her laptop (my laptop) was stolen from her office in Cape Town, while she was out at lunch. I felt bad for so many reasons, first and foremost because she really needed it, and anytime you get something that important stolen, it hurts. Second cause that’s my old laptop… my trusty old friend.. clunky yet somehow still hip enough to be wanted. I was looking forward to its return, I was going to make it a lynux machine. Dream postponed I guess… Now my laptop, filled with stickers from WBGO-Newark, Ajax-Amsterdam, Amnesty International, and Ben-n-Jerry’s ice cream, has found its way into the clandestine electronics market of Cape Town. I can only hope it brings joy and internet access to those who never had it. If you’re reading this blog from my stolen laptop.. I hope you grow to understand what you’ve done. Here is the last known photoof said laptop, taken last week… pictured is V working happily.

Now onto brighter news – In only 8 hours, I’m off to PARIS for the first time since 1996! Yes, I may have passed through there during some of my travels, but I’ve not actually set foot on Parisien ground since I was 16! I’m truely excited! Especially to be spending time with B and P who live happily with their girlfriends in that fair city. I shall be travelling via Thalys, which is great; a smooth, sleek TGV ride… I’ll take tons of photos, before even getting off the train.

Haiti Update: President Aristide, who has not resigned, arrived in Jamaica this week. Not sure what his plan is considering his enemies have taken over Haiti and the US supports them. Still, it’s of interest that Jamaica as well as the rest of CARICOM acknowledge that Aristide was the victim of an illegal coup propped up by the Bush Administration.

Paris… je vien!

Today’s Music: Badly Drawn Boy – The Hour of Bewilderment

I’m going through bridges

I’ve had visions of changing. Changing colors. Changing photos. Changing my woredrobe (like one new shirt). Most of all, I’m contemplating changing the name of this blog. I mean really, does it mean anything to anyone? BM’s Communique? Has it grown on anyone? Title’s can be important, I’m constantly reading blog-theory, like A. Granado’s Fantastic book “Weblogs: Diario de Bordo”, and alot of the names of these blogs are so famous. How am I to compete? I’m gonna need some feedback on this one, so leave some scribble after reading this.

On my ever expanding jog route yesterday, I couldn’t avoid having to stand at a draw-bridge and wait for some huge ships to come through lugging dirt, gravel, and people’s houses. This is something I think the whole world could use that Amsterdam has – drawbridges. See, no matter how much in a rush, or busy you are… you have no choice.. the draw bridges open all day, anytime. People never get angry, they just stop and wait. Some talk to each other, some just stare… lots even sing! Even after almost two years, I love these moments. I think it improves a city’s mental health – there are some things we cannot control. In this case, the drawbridges, only those guys with the fake captain’s uniforms can control those, when they’re not watching soap operas in their little booths. (Sometimes you see the glow of a TV!) Here, have a look at the animated picture I made of a bridge opening:

The topic that I got caught up this afternoon is missile defense, does anyone remember this? You remember, it’s to set up this hollywoodesque “missile shield” that will destroy any “rogue” missiles fired at the US or its allies. Which right away makes you wonder what a nation is doing that is pissing people off to such a point. Anyway, what is new is that the government is broke and operating in the red. So they want to cut some spending, and since they’ve gutted public health, education, etc., they’re actually thinking “… hmmmmm maybe 420 billion!! is too high of a military budget.” They’ve decided maybe the 10.8 billion spent on missile defense research (thank your evil congress for agreeing to that), maybe that’s too much. Especially considering it doesn’t work and it basically shows they’re not interested in waging peace on this planet.

Today’s Music: Bill Frisell – Gone, Just Like a Train (unbelievable!)